Astrologers pls help? (birth info inside?)?

my life is really messy right now, iven wanted to commit suicide for it... at times..

my actual point is, are the planet doing in a way whatsoever to help me or teach me or i don't know. If you would care to answer....
here is my chart, could you pls tell me what i'm actually going through and why , but just with the help of the planet positions from me according from my birth , what planets are telling for me right now? :

name: John V
birth date: 10/04/'93 10:10 AM
place: Antwerp city, Belgium, Europe

condition: mentally destructing inside, panic,difficulty having rest, got to a phsychiatrists, sometimes thinking how i plan to commit suicide because of mental abnormal thinking, i think i'm crazy at times so i triple it, i feel difficult, been crying a lot, bad karma and bad things are happening to me, thinking abnormally, bothering everyone with mental probs. i have been diagnosed by a doctor with psychose.(keep thinking with fear about a single thing) anyone kind enough

to tell me what the planets are doing to help me in this thing, i'm a strong believer in azstrology so don't be afraid that i wont believe and dont be afraid to tell good astro aspects im an astro pro okay?

my brother almost did suisde dont do it!!!!!!!!

umm, depression??

ok do wat i told u i.
choose a place .sit dere quitely,close ur eyes stay calm,told ur self u hv no problems in life.keep saying it 2 urself untl it seems so,TAKE DEEP BREATH.
INHALE than EXHALE.do it 4 five times.
keep doing it 4 3 weeks and u will feel better much better.
its a matter of MIND dats all.
ALL PPL WHO READ DIS CAN TRY IT WILL B EFFECTVE 4 ALL.

Johnny, are you in the US or Belgium now?

The emergency hotline for talk in Belgium is 106.

The Trevor project is a u.s. hotline for teens:
http://thetrevorproject.org/helpline.asp...
Go to the link and read.

866-4-u-trevor (866 488 7386) open 24/7

OK my birthday is 10/9/86 born in berlin and at your age I was suicidal too which was made worse when I was sexually assaulted by my bf who at the time was my one true friend. I also tend to walk through things and not pay attention when I am ill. I noticed a lot of libra's tend to do this when they are younger. I think because we cannot handle the extra tilt and its hard to balance. LISTEN TO ME talk to someone get help. Libra's feel better when they talk out their issues, second believe me when I say things will get better because when I became 20 for me it did. I still get rough patches but I am glad I didn't kill myself. THink of all you have to offer, do you want to hurt your parents, make them feel so much pain that they want to die? Do you want the people who make you upset to WIN?? Keep talking to a counselor and do nopt give up, things get better and I believe Libra's are put through tough times so we can be fair. I am so much more open minded and unbiased now. Now I would never put someone down or judge them because of what I went through in my life. Godbless and take care of yourself